MY JOURNEY DURING MY PREGNANCY

Me and my hubby were in 2 years relationship when i got pregnant. When i found out that i am carrying a baby our relationship were on the rocks, and i couldn't tell him until its two months. I was kinda scared (well make it a lot scared) because it was not planned, i was not ready in many aspects.

So, he found out, he got panicked (and i understand why, he was not ready too), we kind of sort things out first between us and then we turned our focus to my pregnancy. It was not an ideal pregnancy for me but i'm ok with it because i was still in school in my last semester to finish my course. It was rough and hard, because i have to not really admit that i'm having a baby to everyone who notices it because i don't want to get that kind of attention where everybody would ask me many questions, that if they would gossip about me at-least i am not hearing it (it bothers me a lot, and would affect my focus in studying). 

Time to time i got to get used to it, fortunately i really have not suffered morning sickness during my first 3 months. During that time i was curious already if im having a boy or girl, but in my instinct i thought of having a baby boy because of some signs i was experiencing and also the changes of my body (and i really wanted a boy).

My hubby was busy and spent less time with me during my pregnancy, because of work demand, but he makes sure that he could come during my monthly check-up.

I gained  lot of weight during the time, because i am eating everything i see. i love sweets and green mango in my early stage. I hated the smell of the garlic every time my mom cooks.

some time my hubby would bring me to the beach early in the morning to walk in the shore to exercise, its good also for the baby. 

 i have gained abruptly during my trimester period, which made me worried that time that i might go  overweight and the baby will be affected when i have my labor. So i was kinda avoiding eating to much at that time.

During my 7 month pregnancy i got a schedule for ultrasound.I have a lot of things going on in my mind that time, i felt worried and have so many what if's. thanks to hubby that he remained very positive for me at that time, i remember he said "don't worry the baby is Ok, i'm sure he'll be a good looking baby just like his father" and then i flip out, i was not expecting that coming, we both laughed at it and it somewhat ease me from being so worried (my hubby really thinks he's that good looking, ha ha ha it makes him cuter for me).

so when the doctor was showing me the monitor and telling us that it was a boy, we both look each other with great big smiles in our faces ( i just had to see hubby's face when he heard it). we were so happy that the baby is okay and healthy inside my womb.

We were so excited to see the baby when he comes out, that we were so curious of how he would look like, we keep on looking at our ultrasound print-out copy.

We can't wait to see our little baby boy. :)

photo credit : martybryanelumba